yay for me!

I was gone all day today w/ my friend. we went to seattle... I probably already mentioned this... but anywho... when we got back I checked the mailbox. we got a bunch of junk but I also got something very special!! I got a postcard saying: "we miss you! Hope you enjoy this picture (its of Glacier National Park), see you soon! Love Dad & others". isn't that sweet?! It totally made my day and I was having a great day to begin with.

I wanna be ready...

warm darkness sinks in around me...
I am alone, I am independent for this one night.
It is still... it is silent...
except for one line -
"I wanna be ready"
it is in my ears, it is in my mind, it is in my heart.
At this moment with this line pulsing through me,
I am unattached, I am waiting, I am uncertain
I am single.
but am I pink, purple, or black?
am I lovin' it, crushin' or hatin'?
do I even know?
does anyone care if I know?
I know one thing....
...I AM HIS...
HE LOVES ME WHEN EVERYONE ELSE MAY NOT
HE LOVES ME WHEN I DON'T LOVE MYSELF

big house all to myself

as some of you probably know, my family is gone to MT all week. so what does that mean? I'm home alone. :) (well, the cat is keeping me company) It was really nice at first, having the whole house to myself. It was so nice and peaceful!! but now its just driving me crazy. Thankfully one of my good friends spent last night with me... and today we are going siteseeing around the Seattle area. (which means pics later!) also I have some friends from church who have offered to let me stay with them a couple nights so I don't get completely lonely! ;) I have such awesome friends!

I haven't posted in a while simply because so much was going on. My bestfriend from TN flew in a couple weeks ago, bringing her husband and adorable little girl. I tried to spend as much time as possible with them. That was a lot of fun! but now, I have a sort of resting period before the craziness of August actually hits. then it will be September and I will have school again!